Questions, questions

Had a weird situation. Got retrenched this week, and a few people have called to say they want me to join them. Need to think about it. It's so damn weird - I barely got over the shock and already I'm supposed to embrace a 'new' beginning. Can I simply just switch 'on' and 'off' like that? It's a weird feeling. Maybe I should be feeling great, but I feel sad. Is that weird?