A friend died in Beijing last Sunday, March 12. I felt numb when I heard the news. In this age of virtual relationships, and where friends are separated by vast distances, I found it hard to connect again - human to human, emotion over electronics, compassion over cyber-passion.
I felt ambivalent - how should I have felt? How do I react? What's the right emotion? Has the virtual environment severed or numbed our human emotions? Do we ever feel anything anymore?
I don't know; maybe it's just me wondering why I've become so detached.
I hope that when I finally turn up at her wake, I will know what it is like to reconnect as a human being, to feel my deep loss, to mourn with her family, grief with my friends, and feel human all over again.
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